Spent the weekend distracting myself at the beach. There was some eye candy, but mostly families and pre-season locals. Totally blew my diet. Before this weekend, I was about half way to my goal - which is good, considering I'm halfway through my experience with Lady Sin. I've reached the point where I can't distinguish the difference between feeling hungry for food and feeling hungry for sex.Except this weekend, I ate the way I normally eat, and the hunger for sex just burned inside, unable to be quenched. I begged my wife this weekend for something - anything. I was totally ready to let her break the rules for me. The ache was that great. Fortunately she's a stronger person than I am. She told me she's quite enjoying this 'break' - that my attitude has improved.
She said she doesn't even miss the penetration, now that I've learned to use her dildo in her correctly. She said she might even want to continue this *after* my time with Lady Sin is over.
Wow - that's a transformation. In the next few weeks, I'll see if her attitude changes about getting a chastity device - she may be in the right mood to agree to it.
Meanwhile I wait to hear from Lady Sin. I jump at every email chime, hoping it's her...
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