Creating an addiction without the use of drugs is basically the same as forming a new habit - repeat the behavior, accompanied by consistent reward or punishment, until the habit becomes a compulsion. It's said that this takes about 6 weeks.I believe it.
Today was awful. Every moment not spent concentrating on work was filled with a desire to be submissive - to be commanded, manipulated, used. Every email chime from my phone filled me with hope of hearing from Lady Sin - and greatly disappointed when it's not her. Free time spent with an overwhelming ache to be dominated - so much that I'm shaking with need, desperate for something, anything.
Combine all that with the intense sexual need driving my cock to hardness 24 hours a day. My dreams have been constant, vivid, and intense - and I often wake up not knowing what's real and what's not.
I'm shaking. Weeks ago, Lady Sin told me that she wanted me to be addicted to her control.
Yes Mistress.
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