Day 34 - 4/23/2014 9:35 PM

Lady Sin blessed me with a tease tonight. It was wonderful, but agonizingly short. Incredibly slow start - I was begging for more speed. It was all I could do to keep myself at the slow pace she dictated.

Then there was some cbt with a shoe lace - enough to put an edge on the sexual tension and crank it up to the next level.

And then, the edging - and edging - and more edging. I think I'm getting better at keeping myself under the threshold.

And suddenly it was over - with a promise that it will be a while before I get to touch my cock again.

I'm already stark raving mad with desperation. I wake up hard - I go to bed hard - I think about sex all the time. I dream about it at night - dreams that are sometimes extremely vivid and sensory.

It's only during these short tease sessions that I get any sexual pleasure. I long for them - more than anything.