Day 12 - 4/1/2014 9:00 PM

Day 12 - It's been a rough day. My mind swirling between desperation and well, more desperation. I never imagined that I was so accustomed to daily sexual stimulation that being denied of it would cause me such frustration. And to make matters worse, my wife has decided to take it to a whole new level.

When she hypnotizes me, I go so deep that she can basically choose what I will remember about the session. She put me under last night and took me very deep - then proceeded to whisper imagery into my head: of her in a tight corset, forcing me to beg her to grant me relief; of her straddling me, riding me to orgasm after orgasm; of her binding me and teasing me mercilessly. You want me... You need me... she whispered, as I got harder and hornier by the minute. When I started panting and feeling desperate to have her, she associated that feeling with her trigger words - she didn't let me remember what they were - and then repeated the process several times. She told me afterwards that she wants me to get horny, hard, and desperate, and frustrated on her command so she can watch me squirm while I satisfy her needs. She will most likely repeat the session several times until it sticks.  Shit.

And then, on top of that, today Lady Sin sends me a message, pretty much taunting me about how much time was passing between tease sessions and how was I handling the waiting? Shit Shit!

It's all I can do to keep my sanity.