Hard to believe it's been three weeks - 25 days since my last orgasm. Interestingly, over the last few days, internally I've gone from raging war, to uncomfortable conflict, to dazed numbness, and now, finally, calm acceptance. Don't get me wrong - I'm still horny and hard at a moment's notice throughout the day, but I'm able to breathe deep, and let the feelings wash over me. I seem to be able to channel the sexual frustration into submissive feelings of satisfaction - and my behavior in general has softened quite a bit.
I'm sure though, that during the next tease, everything will come boiling to the surface. Lady Sin created the tease yesterday, and I have until late Friday night to finish it. I'm frustrated that I won't have free time to do it until tomorrow, but at the same time, strangely proud that I'll have been able to be patient to wait an entire 7 days between sexual stimulation. And she's told me to have the heels available again :)
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