3 am: woke up from a sex dream - dreaming about being pegged; took me at least 30 minutes to get back to sleep.
6 am: alarm; so hard in the bathroom that I can't pee; take a shower & think about work to soften up
7:30 am: work; more work; and even more work
5:30 pm: leave work; drive home is excruciating - I'm hard and I can't stop thinking about how much I want sex, how I haven't heard from Lady Sin in over 24 hours; It seems like it's taking far less time for me to get impatient now - thinking that it could be days before I hear from her puts me in a desperate state - 'what will I do?' runs through my head
6:30 pm: dinner; the glass & a half of wine was probably a bad idea - my inhibitions are low, and my desire for sex is high.
7:30 pm: writing this blog; gives me something to do, but my cock is hard and wants attention
Waiting - and frustrated. That's what I asked for, right? I find myself wondering why I only wanted one or two teases per week - well, I know why: because I wanted to experience these exact feelings, and because my time is often limited. I *wanted* to be frustrated like this. I wanted to know what it feels like to be under a dominant woman's control - and I thought I could handle it. Can I? Time will tell. I can't believe we're almost at the end of week 2.
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