Day 14 - 4/3/2014 4:00 PM

Wow - where to start? Last night, my wife continued my hypnosis training - all I remember is blacking out and then briefly waking up several times throughout the night, rock hard. In the morning it was the same. All throughout the morning I'd be interrupted by my hard cock, even when I was concentrating on work stuff.

So earlier I described the hypnosis process - in essence, she associates remembered feelings and sensations with a trigger. When she uses the trigger, those feelings and sensations come flooding back. But it takes the body a few minutes to catch up, because your cock getting stiff is more than just your brain getting excited - chemicals & hormones need to flow and your body has to react. So when the trigger is used, the mind thinks and feels that you are hard as a rock, and it's often a shock to discover that you are, in fact, still soft.


So I think she has started some kind of random subconscious trigger, because I'm definitely getting hard when I'm not thinking about sex. I had thought that this would be my salvation - my way to get by day-to-day throughout this experience. Working and doing activities that take my mind off the getting-stronger-every-day-dull-aching-need-somewhere-between-my-stomach-and-my-cock. But apparently she has chosen otherwise. As Lady Sin told me today: I'm so lucky.

And that brings us to Lady Sin, who graced me with a tease today. I internally squealed with delight when I saw the notification email. It became available at 1 pm. I had already planned to be home in the afternoon, so I took a short lunch and started the tease shortly after it became available. I have no will power. I see that she has given me something, and I must have it as soon as possible.

Today's tease was pure bliss. It brought me to the edge several times and had me experimenting with pain in a way that I have fantasized about, but never experienced. All fairly mild, though - and involving the heels she had asked me about a few days ago. But by the end, I was sweating freely. My breathing was haggard. I wanted desperately to cum. Desperately. I do these teases kneeling on the floor, with the computer on the bed, so I put my forehead on the bed, staring at my hard, throbbing cock that I was no longer allowed to touch. I cried out in anguish several times. I came close to sobbing.

It took several hours for my body to subside, the feelings wearing down to the all-familiar throbbing ache of pent up sexual energy. Except I can tell - it's several degrees more intense than it was this morning. And my cock is randomly hard again right now, as if to taunt me even further.