It's hard to believe it's only day 4. It feels like longer, but I can't put my finger on how long it feels like. Last night, before my pain test, I spent time searching for porn images that I would masturbate to. There's a *lot* of bad porn out there :) I did find about 50 images - including a couple involving clothespins ;) I thought that I would upload them to the YourOrgasmIsMine.com site - it has a place to 'drop your porn images' when running a tease, I assume for using those images, and I hoped that you could upload them, too, for future use. I sent a message to Head Mistress Sierra, the site administrator, to ask for clarification, but thinking it through, I'm thinking that it just displays them from your machine, so I may be out of luck.
So now I'm back to waiting. The waiting is almost worse than not being allowed to masturbate. It's been 8 days since my last orgasm & I'm doing OK on that front, but it's the lack of any stimulation that drives me nuts. Even my wife has made it clear to me that, for the rest of this contract, any sex we have is going to consist of me servicing her, orally, with no stimulation to me. Am I in Heaven? Hell? Both? Time will tell...
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