I didn't sleep much last night - but more on that later ;)
During the tease last night, I was required to take a couple pictures of my cock. I found an app for my phone that allows me to take pictures that are not geocoded and can date/time stamp the pictures to show when they were taken. Reviewing those photos made me realize that I'm much more out of shape than I have fooled myself into thinking. I could easily stand to lose about 40 lbs of fat and gain about 10 lbs of muscle. It's very depressing. A couple months ago, I halfheartedly started reducing my food intake and increasing my daily exercise, but it obviously isn't enough. Time to dig deep and find the motivation I need.
Lady Sin has required me to prepare a toy bag - a portable (somewhat) bag of sex toys to have with me when I am doing a tease. I completed this yesterday and had it with me last night, but did not need to use it. The only additional item she requested is clothespins. I have five in there - not sure if I she is going to want more. I don't know why, but the clothespins terrify me. Maybe it's because they're an unknown to me - terrifying, but thrilling at the same time. Lady Sin has told me that the next tease will involve some pain & possibly a test on my tolerance. I consider myself to have high pain tolerance, but I have limited comparisons. My wife & I have played with pain (mine, not hers) during sex in the past & while I don't find it arousing, it does go a long way to making me feel submissive and not in control.
My wife is in and out of my fetishes. We have a healthy relationship and I would not be doing this without her consent - she had to agree to not allow me to cum inside her until after this is over. It was the only way to be able to fulfill Lady Sin's requirement that my cock (essentially) is under her complete control for the duration. I found out last night that my wife has additional plans. I went to bed earlier than her last night, and around midnight she woke me up by sucking on my nipples until I had a raging hard on. She moved on top and 69'd me, and while I licked and sucked her to several orgasms, she traced lines and patterns around my stomach, groin, and thighs, but (frustratingly) never touched my cock. Her hair caressed it when she bent over in the throes of orgasm & I got more and more excited, willing to do ANYTHING to get her to touch me. OMG it was intense. Abruptly, I was denied (thankfully - I wouldn't have wanted to have to explain that to Lady Sin). She rolled off, planted several kisses on me, thanked me, and told me to go to sleep. Yeah Right.
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